Monday, December 30, 2013

The guilty and the innocent ??



Time of Day: 9 am.
A faint figure walks down the road as soon as the city wakes from its dreamy nights. She walks down slowly but with a steady pace at the side of road where she walks daily. She clips her hands in her ragged pink sweater, staring down at the ground as she makes her way.
     Dhanno is 12. Every day I see her walking down from the slums at the end of the street to Jhawar Aunty’s home. It’s her daily routine and it has become like a habit to watch her come down to my neighbour’s home every morning at 9 and watch her leave at every 9 at night. Initially hired as an aid to take care of Pallavi Bhabhi’s daughter, Aarya, she has now become more like a house servant in their house managing most of their daily routines. All day long while the mother spends her time, chatting on phone and doing everything that goes behind the walls of their house, this girl hops around the parking area and in front of their house carrying the child in her tiny arms. Lately out of curiosity I asked Mom if ever this girl has time for school or any kind of self education. The reply from Mom was an obvious one but still it strike me with an abrupt and excruciating impulse. I was all aware what fate had decided for this girl and there is no way in practicality this child would be escaping the bitter reality of her life, I still felt the weight of that despair ridden utterance hanging over my chest. Something was burning it felt. Something that wasn’t right. I was aware of the evident reply I would receive from Mom to my query but I wasn’t just able to digest the fact and I was thinking it would have been much better if she would have simply lied to me about this little girl. Maybe that would have made her life a little better, a little less miserable, a little more to survival. That was exactly I was expecting. To mask the truth with an ingenuous lie so to make it appear more pleasant and appealing .But I knew this wasn’t how the world functions. The pain and suffering are as much the part of this world as good and happiness. I was too contended with my life till now, there wasn’t anything grand about that day but it just hit like a random thrust stimulating me into a deep gorge of mindlessness and empty dispositions and I found myself drowning into a callous pool of abuses, hurling insults and calling names. Because such was the gravity of that one sight that I couldn’t restrict myself from throwing all that to those people who put this little girl into this wretched situation. It was like something was compelling me to knock on the door in front of my house and beat the pulp out of those bastards who never cared. And even if my abuses were personal to me and confined to the walls of my room and more than that to the walls of my heart, I felt a disgust and repulsion for this family living in front of my own. But realising the verity of the prospect I had observed I knew I couldn’t do anything or little about it. I doubted my own actions. And now I hate myself for realising it. There’s a clear distinction between what you perceive and what you observe. I had learned it.

Time of day: 10.30am.
Somewhere between the slab counter and the shutters of canteen, the life of Rohit and his younger brother gyrates. Every day during lunch time when he arrives at the table to clean it, I try to look into his eyes and wonder if he ever thinks of becoming an engineer or a manager like those he was catering to. But he looks too contended with his way and running as an errand boy around the college. He hops down the corridors, humming a tune which sounds to me something from his native land and doing chores for the faculties and administrative folks. He always carry a smiling face, cracking some jokes to anyone who calls him and there isn’t even a slightest of regret or discontent in his eyes about his life and so does no one cares. But is it really the way it looks? Or is it this guy makes it appears? How can this fellow remain so cheerful even in such an environment and maintain a positive outlook about everything else that is occurring around him? Or is it just that he had learned too well to mask his repentance and short-comings and things destiny had thrown towards him?  Too much confusion building in my brain, there is a train of thought running at expeditious rates that I couldn’t keep up with it and so the apparent questions pops up again in my brain. I ask Vaibhav to call Rohit and ask him about his relation to Mahendra Bhaiya, the canteen owner. He seems to be taken aback by this unexpected query and recognises him with hesitation as his Uncle. Vaibhav and I can sense something fishy in the manner he tried to fool us, there was not even a trivial doubt about it but admitting this to be something personal and none of our own damned concern we decides to skip any further enquiry. I wanted to ask this guy if he has any time for school but then the flashbacks of my 2nd year in college flows in front of my subconscious eyes when Vaibhav and I asked about the another guy who used to work earlier. And so I satisfied myself with the ignorant thought that what difference fate would have made and added any further distinctions to the lives of Rohit and his brother. All I could do is observe this child everyday trying to make some sense of his life by cleaning the leftovers from the aluminium tables and bringing tea to people. Another moment of disgust for realising it and so I decide to put down the empty cup of tea I was holding for last half an hour and proceed towards my class.
   The ill-effects of the child labour is clearly visible in the society and there isn’t denying a fact at no matter how much the jurisdiction and government tries to put any obstruction to such malicious practises they would still be evident unless someone, somehow comes with any viable and practical approach to put an end to it. The federal laws and regulations constantly proves to be futile and just a bunch of idiotic guidelines never making any real sense out of themselves. Now I don’t know how to tackle this sickening issue that continues to infect our culture and our daily lives but it would be a genuine blessing if there could be any valid, legitimate and sincere advancement against child labour.
And so this thought fades gradually as I exit the door of the canteen and walk away.



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