Escape

Just yestersay, finally when things seems to be in place and working in Jack’s favour It  came down crashing  within a moment  today. Crazy isn’t it, how an act of insoumountable desperation and  shear idiosyncratic stupidity could cause an influence to your mind and all that to which you were trying to adjust and endure,slowly  crawls back  and leave you in same anguish and frustration you were struggling with and through which you had made your way.

    Jack is once again gripped by same thoughts and bound to live with them,atleast for today,that he witnessed,months back. All of a sudden his liberal communist mind became his ultimate weapon of desire of being a minority suppressing capitalist. On his way back home, he was playing  Anthrax ,Slayer and Machine Head. Evening hours which were reserved for Blues and Country-rock  were now witnessing a sudden urge to play Thrash and Nu-metal.

He was lamenting once again at the limited functionalities of his college mates and even though he dispised the way his own mind was working, he loved every piece of it. Afterall it was just an easy excuse for letting his emotions to reveal themselves in this hour of isolation and abondement.

 This hatred and anger was injected in his soul, deep down in his heart in  a dormant state that would be leaving a scar onto his mind even though somehow he could get rid of it.

 That demon was visible in his eyes and moreover it had now started affecting his brain.A demon he could not get rid of. A darker side to his expeditons and knowledge of oneself.

It was just another side of him, a shadow overhanging over each moment turned into disaster. He could’nt just let it go only suppress it .