Baam!!!!!!
The door of the room where i was sitting quietly studying opened up and a man rushed inside. He scanned the room with his suspicious eyes and gave a dismal look at three of us sitting over there.
Next he moved to the guy at the last bench and asked for his ID card. next it was Himi's turn. He checked her card moved to me. i looked into my bag and
"Damn it!!! i said to myself.
"I forgot the card at home".
And there goes my careful planning all in vain.
I cursed myself . I must have asked Himi to leave for home that day.
"Ok!! dude. Would you like to accompany me to the front desk and have a little chat". said the receptionist.
"Pick up your glasses and helmet and follow me."
Badly agitated and frustrated i left the room in disgrace.
So now let me make the situation clear to you.
It was my lecture going on in the class and I was bunking it just to read and learn some thing that i felt was worth. Frankly speaking , i was never interested in learning the facts and recalling them like a trained parrot.
In fact , skipping our lectures was the most common thing for Ananya and me . God knows ,how many times we must had skipped our class trying to do something we felt was worth and useful. But things got worse for me when he stopped coming to the class and i was left alone .
Back then , most days were bad because i had to go to that hateful place every alternate day that I began to hate from the very first day i entered it-my coaching class.
I only wished that someone could take me away but I knew there was no point in even asking . I knew the answer would be,"You have to stay there until you had completed your course".
Going to the class did not cheer me up. I did not mind the bad management and lack of comfort , or even the dirt and squalor, but I simply hated the atmosphere of those "nasty weird looking creatures" who always had there head buried deep inside their books and recalling the every word imprinted in it loudly .
It was a strange place with more strange people.
That day I came home and as my head hit my pillow I found myself talking to me .
"Damn man!!! this sucks. what a creepy place.at least you have a room of your own,which is more i can say".my mind said to me.
"At least you live among civilised "Human Beings" . i replied.
MY NUMB MIND WAS STRUCK WITH A THOUGHT THAT MAY BE I WAS GOING ALL CRAZY and i thought maybe i am going way too far with this and thinking too much about this stuff. I ought to sleep.
Apart from books on automobiles and physics , My only interest was music and i played my 6-strings regularly until my mom asked me to stop. There was enough noise in the house with all the kids howling. but I was tempted to the point that most of the time it was me only who made them howl like hungry wolves , but then decided to say nothing.
I was determined to leave this town. I was sick of increasing pollution and crude environment and in a hope that may be I could find like-minded people outside.
Back at the class, I knew a lot of medical students and some of them were even friendly. I mentioned this because I knew that sooner or later I am going to have a nervous breakdown if I stayed any longer.
"Suppose a doctor would say it's bad for me to go to class and I need to get away right from it?"
I can't imagine a doctor saying that , but at least I must have tried..
And for a moment I was lost within my own words
"Oh yeah!!! i am going to have a real nervous breakdown".
Obviously I had lost my mind when Himi asked me if there's some chemical imbalance in my head.
She was one among those medical friends of mine and her keen interest in human psychology surely helped her a lot to understand my state of mind.
The next few days I spent wondering what to tell a doctor if I really had a nervous breakdown and so most of the time I found myself skipping my lectures and continuing my own studies. I was never interested in learning what they taught in classrooms and with this I was still willing someone to prove that I had a real problem and thus so I could stay back at home happily doing my own work and also sparing time for my family and friends.
But then,that day all my willingness and tragic expeditions came to an end and crushed to the floor of the room and now I was surrounded by a handful of those "nasty weird looking creatures" staring at me as if they've seen a ghost.
Never mind , I was held the culprit and the receptionist was about to announce the charges on me and then he asked for the worst thing that can happen to me.
He decided to call my parents .
I was scared to death and my heartbeat rapidly.Of all the bad things that could have happened to me this was the worst.Worse than loosing my appetite.Worse than loosing my secretly preserved scale models.
But then I was also a wicked child. I handled him my cousin's Ritu's cell number telling him
"Well,mate you want to call my parents ?? go ahead . Feel free to complain".
Sitting there and staring at the walls of the room I saw Himi passed by . She texted me and asked me to leave for home with her but I was so badly agitated and frustrated that I didn't even cared to smile.
Poor girl!! She waited for me almost for an hour in the blistering cold and finally left in agitation.Later, though I apologised to her .
It was 7.00 Pm in the clock and finally I decided to leave and walked straight out of the premises where I had spent 5 miserable months,without turning my head to give it a last look.
I knew I was going to leave before I knew myself. I hardly bothered to wonder, why I had been sent for ,but vaguely supposed I was to be punished again for my hard work and laziness.
Well, I had finished with my punishment and I was finally happy to be expelled.
I was determined that within next 3 months I would be leaving this town behind and head towards a better place for me.
The door of the room where i was sitting quietly studying opened up and a man rushed inside. He scanned the room with his suspicious eyes and gave a dismal look at three of us sitting over there.
Next he moved to the guy at the last bench and asked for his ID card. next it was Himi's turn. He checked her card moved to me. i looked into my bag and
"Damn it!!! i said to myself.
"I forgot the card at home".
And there goes my careful planning all in vain.
I cursed myself . I must have asked Himi to leave for home that day.
"Ok!! dude. Would you like to accompany me to the front desk and have a little chat". said the receptionist.
"Pick up your glasses and helmet and follow me."
Badly agitated and frustrated i left the room in disgrace.
So now let me make the situation clear to you.
It was my lecture going on in the class and I was bunking it just to read and learn some thing that i felt was worth. Frankly speaking , i was never interested in learning the facts and recalling them like a trained parrot.
In fact , skipping our lectures was the most common thing for Ananya and me . God knows ,how many times we must had skipped our class trying to do something we felt was worth and useful. But things got worse for me when he stopped coming to the class and i was left alone .
Back then , most days were bad because i had to go to that hateful place every alternate day that I began to hate from the very first day i entered it-my coaching class.
I only wished that someone could take me away but I knew there was no point in even asking . I knew the answer would be,"You have to stay there until you had completed your course".
Going to the class did not cheer me up. I did not mind the bad management and lack of comfort , or even the dirt and squalor, but I simply hated the atmosphere of those "nasty weird looking creatures" who always had there head buried deep inside their books and recalling the every word imprinted in it loudly .
It was a strange place with more strange people.
That day I came home and as my head hit my pillow I found myself talking to me .
"Damn man!!! this sucks. what a creepy place.at least you have a room of your own,which is more i can say".my mind said to me.
"At least you live among civilised "Human Beings" . i replied.
MY NUMB MIND WAS STRUCK WITH A THOUGHT THAT MAY BE I WAS GOING ALL CRAZY and i thought maybe i am going way too far with this and thinking too much about this stuff. I ought to sleep.
Apart from books on automobiles and physics , My only interest was music and i played my 6-strings regularly until my mom asked me to stop. There was enough noise in the house with all the kids howling. but I was tempted to the point that most of the time it was me only who made them howl like hungry wolves , but then decided to say nothing.
I was determined to leave this town. I was sick of increasing pollution and crude environment and in a hope that may be I could find like-minded people outside.
Back at the class, I knew a lot of medical students and some of them were even friendly. I mentioned this because I knew that sooner or later I am going to have a nervous breakdown if I stayed any longer.
"Suppose a doctor would say it's bad for me to go to class and I need to get away right from it?"
I can't imagine a doctor saying that , but at least I must have tried..
And for a moment I was lost within my own words
"Oh yeah!!! i am going to have a real nervous breakdown".
Obviously I had lost my mind when Himi asked me if there's some chemical imbalance in my head.
She was one among those medical friends of mine and her keen interest in human psychology surely helped her a lot to understand my state of mind.
The next few days I spent wondering what to tell a doctor if I really had a nervous breakdown and so most of the time I found myself skipping my lectures and continuing my own studies. I was never interested in learning what they taught in classrooms and with this I was still willing someone to prove that I had a real problem and thus so I could stay back at home happily doing my own work and also sparing time for my family and friends.
But then,that day all my willingness and tragic expeditions came to an end and crushed to the floor of the room and now I was surrounded by a handful of those "nasty weird looking creatures" staring at me as if they've seen a ghost.
Never mind , I was held the culprit and the receptionist was about to announce the charges on me and then he asked for the worst thing that can happen to me.
He decided to call my parents .
I was scared to death and my heartbeat rapidly.Of all the bad things that could have happened to me this was the worst.Worse than loosing my appetite.Worse than loosing my secretly preserved scale models.
But then I was also a wicked child. I handled him my cousin's Ritu's cell number telling him
"Well,mate you want to call my parents ?? go ahead . Feel free to complain".
Sitting there and staring at the walls of the room I saw Himi passed by . She texted me and asked me to leave for home with her but I was so badly agitated and frustrated that I didn't even cared to smile.
Poor girl!! She waited for me almost for an hour in the blistering cold and finally left in agitation.Later, though I apologised to her .
It was 7.00 Pm in the clock and finally I decided to leave and walked straight out of the premises where I had spent 5 miserable months,without turning my head to give it a last look.
I knew I was going to leave before I knew myself. I hardly bothered to wonder, why I had been sent for ,but vaguely supposed I was to be punished again for my hard work and laziness.
Well, I had finished with my punishment and I was finally happy to be expelled.
I was determined that within next 3 months I would be leaving this town behind and head towards a better place for me.
On
my way I saw the same man , the receptionist and passed a evil smile at
him.I called my schoolmates Aaron, Mohit, Ronn and Arpit to the "Mugs "
and we had a great time over their.
Lately, I could not think of anyone I wanted to say goodbye to before leaving.
Indeed
, Himi was the only person in the town I felt like I wanted to see
before I leave the town I had come to hate the most , almost as much as i
did my class......
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